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This work is memoir. It reflects the author’s present recollections of experiences over time. Some names and characteristics have been changed, some events have been compressed, and some dialogue has been recreated. Joseph has released a podcast about the Mormon Cover Up. Search “Mormon Cover Up” where you listen to podcasts. Father with his children…
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Describe a risk you took that you do not regret. It was a HUGE risk for me to go public about the abuses I endured as a child. The $200 Billion LDS Mormon Church took me to court to take this website down. My evil Mormon Mother filed a bullshit “restraining order” against me. She…
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What change, big or small, would you like your blog to make in the world? If my blog inspires one child to report their abusers to the authorities, I will be happy. I could not save my co-victim, Courtney*. I want children to be saved from their abusive homes. The homepage of my website is…
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What are you curious about? My website is full of the traumatic experiences that Courtney and I went through together. This post is different. Courtney died in 2004. I miss her every day. I am curious if she is still alive in a sense that religion teaches us. LDS Mormonism taught me that Courtney* is…
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My Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints Deseret Baby Book. My birth mother started the Journal portion when I was born. Mother made six entries of decreasing length. The first was the story of my birth, and how hard it was on her. The last, when I was 4, was documenting an injury. Father…
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Murph* tried to re-enter my life I’ve had unpleasant dreams about my family recently. I woke up with Murph’s last words echoing in my head. “You had 46 years” (to report the rapes). In November of 2024, Murph sent me an email with a photo of our old band and mentioned unfinished songs. He was…
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Share a lesson you wish you had learned earlier in life. When I was six years old, my mother let it be known that she hated me. I was estranged, abandoned at six; but I still lived in the same house. I became an unwanted child. She may have wanted to kill me back then…
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Mother Expected Fawn, not Fight The initial “WARNING CONCERNING THE PROTECTION ORDER” hand delivered by America’s finest said that “A FULL HEARING on this Order, and on all other issues raised by the Petition, shall be held before Judge ******* on JAN 6, 2022.” I prepared for this hearing as if it were my death…
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Joseph* tells his Father what he actually covered up in 1990 Did Father know that he prevented Child Protective Services from learning about the child sex abuse that took place in his home in 1984? Father Bishop knows that he covered up child abuse in 1990 with the dirty Mormon cop. Did President Father know…
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Courtney* and I had a special kind of sibling relationship. At the foundation was childhood trauma. If I reframe that, like my therapist has taught me, our foundation was love and care for each other while trying to survive in an abusive environment. After Courtney’s first child died, Courtney was lost for a while. At…
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No College for Courtney and Joseph Courtney and I both moved out as soon as we turned 18 years old. Mother and Father put the other kids through school. Courtney and I are the only two of the six that do not have college degrees. We needed to escape the hell of our parent’s home.…
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