Stefanie*

Stefanie* in 2024

Oldest sister, did The Rapists get you too? That would make sense. If they were r*ping me & Courtney*, they may have been doing it to you. I am sorry that you were hurt at such a young age.

Did Mother blame you in 1984? You were placed in charge of us a lot. You were too young for that. What mother leaves a 4 year old boy, 6 year old boy and 7 year old girl under the watchful eye of their oldest sibling; all of 9 years old? I don’t blame you for it.

But you need to tell the truth.

Why did you lie to Child Protective Services in 1990 & 1994?

Tell me. Please.

Tell the truth. Leaving our family behind has improved my physical health. Try EMDR Therapy. Get healthy for your kids and spouse. They don’t deserve the hell of being in our birth family.

Stefanie, I have a request for you. Film & share a video of yourself reading my entire blog from beginning to end. Play these Steely Dan albums as background music:

1) Can’t Buy a Thrill from 1972. Spotify link.

2) Countdown to Ecstasy from 1973. Spotify link.

3) Pretzel Logic from 1974. Spotify link.

4) Aja from 1977. Spotify link

Optional: play these two Fleetwood Mac albums if you still have time. Rumors (1977, Spotify) and Tango in the Night (1987, Spotify). We made a special family trip to ****** Record Store when ‘Tango’ came out.


A little girl kneels and prays for her brother, whose foot is stuck in a rail as a train approaches.
Stefanie does nothing while the CSA train comes for me again

The end. want to meet the rest of our Eternal Family?

Rep. Marjorie Taylor Greene suggests adoptive parents aren’t real parents.